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10 years of struggle by ~04me:icon04me:



     His name the first of my own the same last name same facial features as my own he himself is a reflection of me a past that I grew up from during my five years and his life began he changed me my thoughts my way to view the world and humanity for him i would do anything for his my brother and is 10years old he is the sunshine of my family brings smiles his the only human to prove me wrong in many things and has also surpriced me in many ways during his strruggles for life he came out of always smiling like nothing has happend his voice resembles my own he reminds me of myself before i became the being i am now he was and is with me within my heart he never asks for things to be hard yet they are on him but, hes love comes back his soul and my heart arre in synch do to our bond which is more lasting than the world being circled a thousand times for 100 years his flaws are that he can;t hear, can't speak much, he doesn't understand much but, he understand more than the angels themselves for his future will be written in the tablets of time just as my own he has a life ahead of him I never expected to be a brother but, he his given me a purpace to be alive his dissease is fanconis anemia which will consume him when his time comes for he even if his gone physicaly he will remain in my heart and be part of my soul just as my soul is a part of his heart my little brother his name oscar estuardo duque my name oscar mariano duque were so different and so alike he is me his my past the one which i want to have but, can't so until he dies which i hope will come when his ready to leave will not come for him to have a life full of happiness and love for his future will be the same as mines a writer of whom will be remembered by all when he dies and even if his not a writer now he will be so say his many marks on his skin and palms reveal the same so for him i say thank you my brother you've given me a purpose to live for and someone to care for which will continue until we die
©2008-2009 ~04me
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this is about my little brother his dessies is fanconis anemia

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:iconmidnight-dreamer-11:
I know how you and your little brother are feeling right now. I really do...

Last year I was really sick. I went to doctors every week but they couldn't find out what was wrong. Then one day, after summer vacation, I decided to go back to school even though I was sick. I'm still sick, but I go to school anyway because I know I need too. It's hard. And it's painful. And sometimes I think "Forget this, I can't take it anymore!". But, I never give up. I just can't. I want to live my life to the fullest even if I'm sick.

And I think your right. I think the doctor should check your blood type now, instead of later. It might be to late by then.
Who knows? You might have the same blood type as your lil' brother.
I think you should tell the doctor to check your blood type very soon. Instead of the time when your little brother will die.

Oh, and the reason why your little brother might not look sick is because he knows he has peaple that love him and care for him. It helps a person alot to know that they are loved. :]
:hug:

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:frail: I'm a poet. I understand the power of words.:frail:
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:icon04me:
well thank you and well i sometimes wished this could end still i think i should change the way i am i know you don't know this but, i've only showed my bad side to people excep you i realy wouln't want you to see that ever i realy think i should change but, still be myself atleast a bit.

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:blackrose:you only have one life so insted of living in darkness and shame go out and live like theres no tomorrow:rose:
:iconmidnight-dreamer-11:
You're welcome.:hug:
Maybe you should change. If only just a little. You should be yourself as much as you can. :]

I sometimes show my bad side to my family. A couple years ago when I first begain getting sick, I was really angry. At everyone and everything. I would back-talk my parents and just be plain out cruel to them. I guess I took my anger out on them and my lil' sister.:(
But, then one day, I decided I needed to change. Be more positive. It took awhile to get from a negative, angered, cruel person to a positive, nice person.:aww: But, I did it. This year I'm totally more positive. I feel much better about myself.
So, it is possible for peaple to change. I believe you can change. Cause truth be told, you are not a bad guy. Neither am I. We're just two peaple who are having a tough life, trying to make it better.^_^
:]

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:frail: I'm a poet. I understand the power of words.:frail:
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:icon04me:
:] yeah your right and i realy have been showing my bad side to people alot starting today im going to be abit more positive.

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:blackrose:you only have one life so insted of living in darkness and shame go out and live like theres no tomorrow:rose:
:iconmidnight-dreamer-11:
:hug: That's good to hear. :]

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:frail: I'm a poet. I understand the power of words.:frail:
:heart:
:icon04me:
:}

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:blackrose:you only have one life so insted of living in darkness and shame go out and live like theres no tomorrow:rose:
:iconblack8heart2:
I'm sorry about your brother. Can you talk a little more about it?

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:flame: I heard them tell me that this land of dreams is now. I told them I had ridden shooting stars and said I'd show them how.
:icon04me:
well yes i can what do you want to know?

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:blackrose:you only have one life so insted of living in darkness and shame go out and live like theres no tomorrow:rose:
:iconblack8heart2:
What exactly is this disease your brother has? I've never even heard of it before.

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:flame: I heard them tell me that this land of dreams is now. I told them I had ridden shooting stars and said I'd show them how.
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