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8 years of struggle by ~04me:icon04me:



for 8 years since my little brother was born
i knew my life would chance he changed who i was
before as hard as it would seen not possible
i was always selfish didn't care about a single soul
around me and i was always punished at school
and home and when my little bro was born i
was just 5 years old and i could not understand why
did was he born sick and going to the doctor so much
i felt left out and not cared for and i notice that
at some point he was born with a strange diseased
called anemia fanconis this desised is realy hard and
unfortunetly theres no cure and theres only like 17
cases in the united stated and from my old country which was
guatemala i came here when i was 7 years of age but, that was
becaused my grandma wanted to take me away from my
parents my mom didn't wanted to so we came here to this
country although this means he could die at any given time
but, my mom read about this hospital were they were stadying
the desiesed but, thats somewhere not here but, we can't go out of the country
we don't know how well is he to leave now i live in fear that at some point this could happend the doctor did say he could be saved but, by a transplant
but, my blood has to be the same tipe as his is but, the stupid doctor wants to check our blood at the time my little bro will die this is why i argu that
he should do it right now that his stabled.
©2008 ~04me
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this is realy sad its about my little brother who is still very sick i don't know why but, he doesn't look sick.
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~Midnight-Dreamer-11:iconMidnight-Dreamer-11: Feb 2, 2008, 8:55:57 PM
I know how you and your little brother are feeling right now. I really do...

Last year I was really sick. I went to doctors every week but they couldn't find out what was wrong. Then one day, after summer vacation, I decided to go back to school even though I was sick. I'm still sick, but I go to school anyway because I know I need too. It's hard. And it's painful. And sometimes I think "Forget this, I can't take it anymore!". But, I never give up. I just can't. I want to live my life to the fullest even if I'm sick.

And I think your right. I think the doctor should check your blood type now, instead of later. It might be to late by then.
Who knows? You might have the same blood type as your lil' brother.
I think you should tell the doctor to check your blood type very soon. Instead of the time when your little brother will die.

Oh, and the reason why your little brother might not look sick is because he knows he has peaple that love him and care for him. It helps a person alot to know that they are loved. :]
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~04me:icon04me: Feb 2, 2008, 10:03:09 PM
well thank you and well i sometimes wished this could end still i think i should change the way i am i know you don't know this but, i've only showed my bad side to people excep you i realy wouln't want you to see that ever i realy think i should change but, still be myself atleast a bit.
~Midnight-Dreamer-11:iconMidnight-Dreamer-11: Feb 3, 2008, 6:55:05 AM Mood: Affection
You're welcome.:hug:
Maybe you should change. If only just a little. You should be yourself as much as you can. :]

I sometimes show my bad side to my family. A couple years ago when I first begain getting sick, I was really angry. At everyone and everything. I would back-talk my parents and just be plain out cruel to them. I guess I took my anger out on them and my lil' sister.:(
But, then one day, I decided I needed to change. Be more positive. It took awhile to get from a negative, angered, cruel person to a positive, nice person.:aww: But, I did it. This year I'm totally more positive. I feel much better about myself.
So, it is possible for peaple to change. I believe you can change. Cause truth be told, you are not a bad guy. Neither am I. We're just two peaple who are having a tough life, trying to make it better.^_^
:]

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~04me:icon04me: Feb 3, 2008, 11:50:12 AM Mood: Affection
:] yeah your right and i realy have been showing my bad side to people alot starting today im going to be abit more positive.
~Midnight-Dreamer-11:iconMidnight-Dreamer-11: Feb 3, 2008, 6:05:32 PM Mood: Joy
:hug: That's good to hear. :]

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~Black8Heart2:iconBlack8Heart2: Mar 10, 2008, 5:43:16 PM
I'm sorry about your brother. Can you talk a little more about it?

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~04me:icon04me: Mar 10, 2008, 5:55:20 PM
well yes i can what do you want to know?
~Black8Heart2:iconBlack8Heart2: Mar 10, 2008, 6:03:01 PM
What exactly is this disease your brother has? I've never even heard of it before.

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:flame: I heard them tell me that this land of dreams is now. I told them I had ridden shooting stars and said I'd show them how.
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