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9 years of struggle by ~04me:icon04me:



So now its 9 years im happy about how far has god allow my little brother to live his realy important to me more than my own life hes made me understand more things about him eventhough he acts like a 5 year old since he was born without the capacity to hear well he only hears loud noises he doesn't speack spanish he knows english atleast he understands what someone says but, im still sad and afraid of what may happend to him im at hand with god for letting him live so long and i hope he can live for more years to go and i know him better than anyone has and ever will i took care of him when noone alse was around the bond between us is so strong i fell the pain his in and i wish he can finaly learn to talk correctly and i want him to stop going to the doctors witch already happend and i hope he stays out still his disease is one of those that doesn't have a cure but, i want to be able to find it i already understand so much about it but, i still need more knoledge still i hope god never lets him die and never lets me die because i want to see him grow succed if i don't and i die i want god to allow me to keep an eye on him as his guardian angel but, i already am and i hope he grows up and lives his life the most like if today were his last and even if im not around and not allowed to be there for him in spirit then let me be in his heart and let him know i will always be there for him even if he can't see me.
©2008-2009 ~04me
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this is realy sad its about my little brother who is still very sick i realy want him to live like only he can and let none stop this life he has to live.
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I know how you and your little brother are feeling right now. I really do...

Last year I was really sick. I went to doctors every week but they couldn't find out what was wrong. Then one day, after summer vacation, I decided to go back to school even though I was sick. I'm still sick, but I go to school anyway because I know I need too. It's hard. And it's painful. And sometimes I think "Forget this, I can't take it anymore!". But, I never give up. I just can't. I want to live my life to the fullest even if I'm sick.

And I think your right. I think the doctor should check your blood type now, instead of later. It might be to late by then.
Who knows? You might have the same blood type as your lil' brother.
I think you should tell the doctor to check your blood type very soon. Instead of the time when your little brother will die.

Oh, and the reason why your little brother might not look sick is because he knows he has peaple that love him and care for him. It helps a person alot to know that they are loved. :]
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:frail: I'm a poet. I understand the power of words.:frail:
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well thank you and well i sometimes wished this could end still i think i should change the way i am i know you don't know this but, i've only showed my bad side to people excep you i realy wouln't want you to see that ever i realy think i should change but, still be myself atleast a bit.
You're welcome.:hug:
Maybe you should change. If only just a little. You should be yourself as much as you can. :]

I sometimes show my bad side to my family. A couple years ago when I first begain getting sick, I was really angry. At everyone and everything. I would back-talk my parents and just be plain out cruel to them. I guess I took my anger out on them and my lil' sister.:(
But, then one day, I decided I needed to change. Be more positive. It took awhile to get from a negative, angered, cruel person to a positive, nice person.:aww: But, I did it. This year I'm totally more positive. I feel much better about myself.
So, it is possible for peaple to change. I believe you can change. Cause truth be told, you are not a bad guy. Neither am I. We're just two peaple who are having a tough life, trying to make it better.^_^
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:frail: I'm a poet. I understand the power of words.:frail:
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:] yeah your right and i realy have been showing my bad side to people alot starting today im going to be abit more positive.
:hug: That's good to hear. :]

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:frail: I'm a poet. I understand the power of words.:frail:
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I'm sorry about your brother. Can you talk a little more about it?

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:flame: I heard them tell me that this land of dreams is now. I told them I had ridden shooting stars and said I'd show them how.
well yes i can what do you want to know?
What exactly is this disease your brother has? I've never even heard of it before.

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:flame: I heard them tell me that this land of dreams is now. I told them I had ridden shooting stars and said I'd show them how.
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its realy rare and it can't be cured only a few hospitals are studing the disease
but, theres not luck on how to treated.

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