Well as the title says merry christmas to the deviants and my watchers and i hope your all having a wonderful holiday


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NEW CLASS SCORES!
math:A
pe:A
science:A
english:A
history:A
So all clases going up and 2 more moths until high school.
unfortunetly my finals are here and im getting realy nerbouse but, i'll do my best and get that advance on my cst's thats a promise to myself and to prove to everyone in the class that im the top brain.
so its been a while since a journal but, its about time well i have gotten good grades in all my class
Math:A
Science:A
history:A
Pe: B
english:A
so im good to go to high school i also got accepted to this charter high school and well so did somebody:left: my neighbor who'm i told i like during the first year of 8th grade and she realy hasn't given me any hints or sinhgns that she cares but, thats ok with me well i've seen that me and her say about the same thing when it comes to school that we already know all of what there showing us well shes is smarter than me but, thats the only thing our minds are actualy connected with and shes going off track during this week im so happy and sad because i do enjoy seing her but, i know she hates me her stare is always so cold like theres no lifeand my other neighbor whom got transfer to another middle school is just a weight off my back i mena it was about time but, something tells me that this may be the beggining of something unexpected and well i hope it doesn't ahve to do with her dam sister resontly i've began hearing and seing her holding odd meeting at there home and i realy with she would just dissapeared i mean shes caused nothing but, troble and well about my neigbor the one who got transfered shes been acting rather annoying (STALKER)and well i hate that her family keeps bugging me about her i mean hey i realy don't got thoughts about her shes my friend and thats that but, man her mom and other people living there have been asking me if i like her or if im going to help her that i should get a kiss from her first i realy don't care about that but, it gets annoying and thats it on her and well thats all thak u all for listening.

man i feel worn out i've faild this exam on finding discouts and increases using percentages and all 3 times i've failed them and i've gotten slower i can't run one lap without felling like i can't go on and streesed out because of my neighbor man why can't they be more smart that my family is not a babysitter man i couldn't even get a goos night of sleep it was like 2:00 am and i was still awake also man i already know i said i was just gonna ignore her but, i can't i jsut see her and man i can't even say it my mom says that there girls worth going into troble and some aren't but, i never said i actualy wanted to be with her i mean with such a family shes got i can't even go outside without seing a bunch of gangsters and wanna bees, man i also ahve to look over that exam and get a book by tomorrow witch i will have to write a book repoert about it for every two weeks:sad: i don't want to be felling like this i fell like anything could happend since i've been staying after school for tutoring on that subject and i just want to fall sleep and not wake up until 5 years pass by,but i can't man people are jsut a big pain in the ass i also came late to 1rst period and i had alot of stuff to make up lucky since im quick i manege to get to what i was suppost to i realy don't want things to be like this anymore i fell like i can break at anytime worst of all is because of her man seriously one of this day i may even end up yelling at them people so they fucking understand wahts happening and please no comment unless you want to.

please disrigared this update it just to blow off the steam well i've been having bad luck all day
felt soemthing odd next to my bed kept me awake for a long time.
i've didn't hear the alarm
almost came late to school.
bird almost shit on me twice they missed though
a 25% on math quiz got do redo it
got a C on gym class couln't run fat enough or long enough
felling like soemthing bad may happen.

got this from
6 questions.
6 chances.
6 honest answers.

That's all you get.

You get to ask me 6 questions.
comment on the note
Any 6 questions.
And I promise to try and answer them truthfully.

No catch.
But I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you...
Bet you won't do it

another updat: ok so yeasterday i went into the troble to get some article about what happend to people who used drugs and manege to get her friend to take it and give it to her and lie on who it was from i don't got proof if she realy is on drugs but, im sure you all are thinking this guy is just a idiot for going thruough such things just to not let her know who are they from well im seriously not gonna care anymore i mean i don't even see her so why should i care right but, i have to or aelse shes gonna start doing drugs and maybe on her garage and i won't be able to let my lil bro go out and play which we can barely do and when we do gess what shes on teh fucking window i mean what the hell?
update:so i've came back from scxhool and man what a pain in the ass my classmates have not changed a bit there still as stupid as the day i meet them and man what a pain first day and i already had to go to the library to search it on the internet and take some info and well man im tired atleast i didn't saw her seriously i can't stand this people anymore_____________________________________________________________________
i got school tomorrow and i don't want to go honestly i already got used to not going but, i have to go and im gonna have to figured out a way to stay on my highest scores and not go down because i learned of this high school that only accepts people who has good math and science scores and has a good score on his or hers sats fortunetly i manege to get it high enough to be reconized all thats left if for more of my scores to A's wish me luck specialy with a serain someone who's over reacting i think.

ok well im gonna do something special this holiday well if you want me to write a poem just give the the about what its going to be about and i'll write it and i will dedicated to that person again this is only if you want to this is just for this holiday :aww; so if i were you i would give it a shoot or an arrow arrow sorry im realy insane today but, this is if you want and if you are interested just meesesge me note me or commet ;D on the journal or just you know note me agian its just for today;love: ahve a great or veter jet an awsome valentines day